Saturday, March 18, 2006

Fun with a bisexual voyeur

I’m logged into Gaydar on Saturday three weeks ago when I get contacted by a guy who lives relatively close to me. After the preliminary introductions, it doesn't take him long to get down to business:

guy: I like watching guys wank
GB: well I don't mind if you watch me :-)

I've done this kind of thing before of course, and even once for cash! The guy needs to go out briefly, but he'd like me to visit him in an hour or so when he gets back. Fine, that works for me. Just one final question

GB: do you want me to wear anything in particular?

In my experience, voyeurs can sometimes have interesting fetishes.

guy: I'd like you completely naked, apart from white socks please

Sure, why not! There's something very direct and to the point about this guy that I quite like.

I arrive on time and he buzzes me into the apartment block where he lives. It's a nice new apartment block, and I can tell on my way up to the eighth floor that he's going to have some splendid views of the neighbourhood. I'm about to knock on the door when the door opens. He must have been looking through the spyhole.

"Hello. Come on in". Before he opened his mouth I had no idea he wasn't British, but now he's spoken it's clear that he's got a Bavarian accent. Things are a bit clearer now, German guys do tend to be quite up front about things.

"Hi", I say, "so where do you want me?"

He takes me round the corner into one of the bedrooms. Although his direct manner is a bit austere, he's got a friendly face. Once inside the bedroom, he sits down on a chair next to the bed and carefully puts his glasses on. "You can do it on the bed please".

He watches me carefully while I strip off. The silence seems a bit daunting. "Do you live here alone?" I ask.

"With another guy. We have an open relationship."

Soon I'm naked on the bed, apart from the white sports socks which I obediently wore.

"Do you like watching me doing this like this?" I ask after a few minutes.

"Ya, dat is good."

"Would you like to touch me?" Some voyeurs won't get involved like that at all, but others are a bit shy and just need an invitation.

"Ya, in a minute".

Watching me must be what he needs to get aroused, because suddenly he stands up and drops his trousers to reveal a huge erection. He comes over and gets onto the bed. Unlike any of the previous voyeurs that I've met, he's into a lot more than pure voyeurism. It turns out he enjoys participating in various activities, so we have a good time together.

Afterwards we head over to his main living area. As expected, he's got a fabulous view.

"Can I get you anything?" he asks in a friendly voice. Some guys like you to leave after the main event, but this guy seems keen for me to stay a while.

"Yeah a glass of water would be lovely. So do you meet many guys from gaydar like this?"

"A few, when I can find the time. Actually I used to enjoy watching straight couples."

He says it in such a straightforward way, in the same way he might tell you that he's got brown hair.

"Really?" I say, looking interested. Other people sexual deviations are always a source of fascination for me, especially coupled with his deadpan delivery.

"Ya watching a man with a woman, but gradually I realised it was always the man I was really interested in."

"Isn't it a bit difficult to arrange that kind of event?" In my experience it's hard enough arranging a meeting with just one guy on gaydar, let alone having to co-ordinate between three people.

"Yes, you're right of course. But you can pay for it."

Of course you can, silly me!

"There was this Brazilian guy I knew", he continues. "You know what Brazilians can be like, they're into everything! He came over with a female friend once or twice, then he started sending other couples who were friends of his friends for £100. That's only £50 for each of them, and they were visiting me too, I thought that was a good deal!"

I guess you can't argue with the economics.

"How long did this go on for?" I ask, still fascinated.

"Well they gradually tried to put the price up. Luckily I lost contact after the main Brazilian guy moved away so he wasn't around to tempt me. I just focus on what I really want now, which is the men."

We chat for a while and after maybe 20 minutes I feel it's time to leave. As I wander home I can't help wondering how many closeted gay guys watch straight porn for kicks. As long as there's a woman present too, they can avoid labeling themselves as gay while watching gorgeous naked guys in action. Actually, thinking back to my adolescence, that's probably what I did!

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Great post. I like watching and being watched myself.

One of the great things about gaydar is the uncertainty of what is going to happen - sometimes I think this excitement is the biggest turn on of all!

Anonymous said...

Hey I read you diary all the time and use it for inspiration when im working out at the gym on the online cardio machines...i love it.

Anonymous said...

Investment bankers obviously have far too much time on their hands if they can just pop out for a shag at lunchtime. I imagine such a lifestyle might not be compatible with public service!

Anonymous said...

Hi, I love your blog! :)

I dun mind watching but I get bored within one second, so I guess I'm not much of a Watcher.

At first I was the same way, watching str8 porn for covering up purposes but I realize I was too gay and allergic to female parts to continue...

GB said...

Thanks for your comments guys :-)

Even if I do sometimes pop out for a liaison at lunchtime venial, I work some pretty long hours. A 9am-5pm job with an hour lunch break is only a 7 hours of work. I'll often do 8am-8pm so I'm still working harder even once every couple of months if I'm away for three hours at lunchtime with boyfriend number 3!

GB xxx

PS: I'm alergic to female bits too holden!

Anonymous said...

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